I can’t even tell you the amount of anxiety I had this morning knowing that I had to take another damn SSRI. After the reaction to the Sertraline I was absolutely freaking out. I was a crying mess.
But I did what the pharmacist told me. I took my Valium (only 1/4, mind you, the pharmacist had told me to take 1/2 a tablet and another 1/2 an hour later if I needed it), then I took my 1/4 lexapro.
Then I waited.
About an hour later I noticed a headache. It lingered throughout the day.
Maybe I’ve felt a little groggy today. A little in a haze. But honestly, nothing to complain about.
So maybe this is the one? Or maybe it’s just too early to tell? Perhaps tomorrow I will wake up riddled with anxiety and I’ll be miserable again. I have to stay positive though.
Maybe this is the drug that will help me.