So after not bleeding for a full day, I just went to the bathroom. About 10 minutes before I went to the toilet I started feeling some cramping. I thought that I was having some OTHER type of rumblings… the kind that result in you sitting on the toilet for a while? Well, no.
I got to the toilet, pee’d, then wiped. The first wipe presented me with lots of bright red blood.
The second wipe presented me with a clot the size of a 5 cent piece.
The third wipe was more bright red blood.
The fourth wipe was a huge clot, about the size of a 50 cent piece.
After that I stopped.
I got up and walked away. And since then the cramps have gotten worse. They aren’t super painful, just really uncomfortable.
I don’t think this is good news.
And it’s so disappointing because I tested just this morning and I got this:
So in order for me to do exactly what I did with Scarlett, I took my ‘four week’ belly shot. And I think I may have cursed it all.
And the worst part? I had finally started feeling mellow about this pregnancy and even positive. I had convinced myself that everything was going to work out. Silly really, especially since I’m so early.
I don’t know. I’ll test tomorrow morning and if the test is lighter, I guess I’ll know.
Either way, I have my next blood test Monday so that will surely tell me.
Edit: since I first posted this, the cramping has gotten worse and the bleeding has increased. It has half filled a pad in an hour. Lots of clots.
The end is here.
Oh hun ❤
Like you did for me – I will keep everything crossed and hopeful on behalf of you! But sending lots of love and hugs across also xxxxx
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I know. Of course it had to happen on a Saturday so I can’t even get my clinic to organise everything for me!! And the annoying part? Because I will probably have to wait, I won’t be able to try again until January or February! It just sucks because I loved everything about this one. It’s due date was perfect. I loved that both of my kids were going to have birthdays close together. We could have done a birthday holiday every year. This sucks.
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Yeah I bet 😦 – Always the way huh, just as you accept the feelings and being hopeful and positive, it’s like a big 10 steps back! And knocks you even further down 😦
It sucks! Does your clinic close down over xmas too? xxx
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Exactly. And yeah, they close over Xmas and don’t open until just after the new year. Which I understand, it gives the people who work there a break, but it just sucks for me because I just want to try again. Oh well! Life works like that. Thanks lovely xx
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I’m sorry this is happening! Keeping everything crossed xxx
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Thank you 😌 me too. Xx
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I’m so sorry. Sending lots of love and healing your way.
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Thanks lovely, I appreciate it.
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Keeping all I can crossed for you and sending you lots of love and strength. Hopefully the line is the same if not darker today. X
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Thanks lovely. I’m going to test tomorrow before my blood test. So I can at least be a little prepared for the results. I’m going to call them when they open tomorrow and try to organise an ultrasound. Xx
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I’m so so sorry. I sincerely hope things are progress as I’ve heard of people passing clots and everything still works out. You are in my thoughts, this is really rough.
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Thanks lovely. I really can’t imagine a pregnancy continuing after the size of the clots that were passed. They were huge. But thanks for the positive thoughts. I guess I will find out soon enough! 😘
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Oh no hun I’m so sorry. I’m keeping you in my thoughts xoxo
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Thanks lovely 😌
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