So after not bleeding for a full day, I just went to the bathroom. About 10 minutes before I went to the toilet I started feeling some cramping. I thought that I was having some OTHER type of rumblings… the kind that result in you sitting on the toilet for a while? Well, no.
I got to the toilet, pee’d, then wiped. The first wipe presented me with lots of bright red blood.
The second wipe presented me with a clot the size of a 5 cent piece.
The third wipe was more bright red blood.
The fourth wipe was a huge clot, about the size of a 50 cent piece.
After that I stopped.
I got up and walked away. And since then the cramps have gotten worse. They aren’t super painful, just really uncomfortable.
I don’t think this is good news.
And it’s so disappointing because I tested just this morning and I got this:
And the worst part? I had finally started feeling mellow about this pregnancy and even positive. I had convinced myself that everything was going to work out. Silly really, especially since I’m so early.
I don’t know. I’ll test tomorrow morning and if the test is lighter, I guess I’ll know.
Either way, I have my next blood test Monday so that will surely tell me.
Edit: since I first posted this, the cramping has gotten worse and the bleeding has increased. It has half filled a pad in an hour. Lots of clots.
The end is here.